How is it possible that us girls are able to feel two extreme emotions in just a snap of the finger? At one moment I feel extremely good about myself, and then at another point I feel super shitty. At times when people asked me if I'm alright, I have no idea what is the appropriate reply to give.
It's the same when it comes to my self-esteem. This is probably the most common thing that us girls experience every time.
I feel good today, let's dress up and make heads turn.
Fuck, why the fuck am I so fat. I'm going to drown my sorrows with some ice cream and fatty food. No one wants me anyway.
That is exactly how I feel every single damn month. The red carpet comes on, emotions automatically turn negative. And when people ask me whether if I'm really okay..
Yeah I'm okay, don't worry. I'm just tired.
I really do wanna let my feelings out to people but I just can't seem to find that courage to be able to cry in public and let it all out. Also, I'm unable to showcase my true feelings to anyone because, in the first place, I'm unsure of how I'm feeling. I'm just confused.
I think this blog will consist of my confused state of mind. I wonder who frequents my blog because I noticed I've been getting quite a lot of visitor hits the moment I opened this.
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