Well, my worries are put to a stop now. I just need to be more careful. It was definitely a big scare for me, worrying for weeks about it. At least now everything's settled and I don't have to worry about anything. Don't repeat the same mistake, Liy.
I'm sick and I'm still here in Egypt, dressing them ol' people, as usual. I'm just thankful for the pouring rain. Have been working in Egypt for 3 days straight this week. Come to think of it, I've been in working in Egypt for the past 2 MONTHS. I appreciate having hilarious casts who could instantly perk your moods up for the littlest dumb things they say.
Went on too much quick breaks and I realized that I have little left for my own good. I needa stop. Well, on the bright side, pay day is coming tomorrow, and in 2 weeks time I will be getting my official full-time pay. How awesome. But as I'm getting older, I notice that this amount of money that I'm getting for my salary won't suffice for me in the future. Zzz... I hate growing up, but hell no, I ain't going back to school.
"You needa find out what you wanna do by the end of this year, Liy. You gotta figure it out."
When he said this, my body just froze at the thought that I might have to move on and experience new stuff. I'm, in fact, kinda scared at the thought of it. Meeting new people, settling myself into a new environment. What the hell am I gonna do?
I don't wanna settle down so soon. I still want to enjoy my youth and live my life while I can. Once you reach marriage, I know that that's the end of fun and games. I wonder what's it like being single your entire life, just you and your career. A Workaholic. A Single Workaholic.
I'm broadening my options about what I wanna do. Once I get my diploma and get this over and done with, I might start sourcing around again. Figure out what I'm living for.
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