Solutions

Symptoms are showing me many different possible paths of the future that may lay before me. Either ways, I am still scared for myself. I do not look forward to any of these futures, but still I would have to go through one of them.

I could have avoided these two possibilities, but whatever happened has already happened. I cant prevent any of these anymore. I just wish that I took better care of myself in the past. These possibilities wouldn't have happened if I did so.

Regrets.

How I really wish life comes with an option of usage of a Time Machine. Like how Who Wants To Be A Millionaire gives you an option of a Lifeline and you can use that Lifeline once per game. Technically life is like a game. It's a competition of the survival of the fittest. You win stuff, you lose some. You learn something new at each new levels of obstacles you face.

I'm trying hard to imagine myself with a smooth-sailing journey in life. How hard can that be? Just a day with no problems or irritants would pretty much be the Best Day Of My Life,. But I guess I'm bound to be in this problematic world.

To educate myself and gain knowledge and more abilities.